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[Friday
September 11th, at 11:08am]
So, I'm finally 22 weeks into this pregnancy thing. It's getting more exciting and more painful by the moment. It's like a catch 22. It hurts to move and I can never get comfortable sleeping, but it's so exciting to know that my little girl is growing strong inside of me. Her name is going to be Lilliana. We don't have any middle names picked out yet. We're still working on it.

Just 18 more weeks to go. I can't wait to meet her face.
My Promised Heart

[Friday
August 7th, at 1:24pm]
It's been a while since I've updated. I start my new job at haircuttery today. i think it's going to be really good for me and baby as well. Speaking of baby, s/he is making me feel awful. I hate it, but it'll be worth it in the end. That's what I keep telling myself.
My Promised Heart

[Friday
July 17th, at 9:39am]
I enjoy stupid movies and walking barefoot in the rain. I love all sorts of kinds of things. I don't know why I'm saying this. I think it's because I'm not sure of what to say anymore. How to evoke a reaction. How to make someone care. I wish they did, but they don't. What does that leave for me? Anything?
My Promised Heart

[Monday
July 6th, at 6:00pm]
So, the baby is still making me sick, but it's okay. In the end, it's going to be worth it. This baby is going to be my world. In other news, though, I just found out that Panic At The Disco is breaking apart. It'll just be Brendon and Spencer now. Ryan and Jon are going their own way. How will Panic still be able to exist? I thought Ryan was the brains behind the operation. Sadness.
My Promised Heart

[Sunday
July 5th, at 12:41pm]
So, there's this guy. And he sorta gives me butterflies.
My Promised Heart

[Friday
June 26th, at 6:29pm]
Wow. It's been a really long time since I've updated. I'm so sorry. Well, big news. I'm pregnant. 11 weeks now. The baby is due on January 13 and I'm excited. Also, RIP Farrah, Ed, and Michael.
3 Kept My Promised Heart

[Wednesday
May 6th, at 8:38am]
My internet has been down for a month. Can you believe it? I've nearly died without the internet. It's mad crazy. Well, anyways, it's back up and I couldn't be happier.
My Promised Heart

[Tuesday
April 7th, at 2:19pm]
OMG!!! Batista's back!!!! It's so awesome. I can't believe it. I was almost positive that he was never going to come back because he did that elective surgery, but he's back. Work is sucky. I have to do extra pre-training, which is manniquin work and then i have to do HSA. Then I'll really get to start. I can't wait. It will be awesome. It's just not awesome yet.
My Promised Heart

[Saturday
March 21st, at 11:07am]
Why do some tv channels feel the need to play all their movies about one particular character right in a row? It's not right. I know that they're different movies, but it can get confusing...

In good news though, I get my new glasses today. I'm so excited. Also, my job officially starts in one week. I can't wait. It'll be nice to have something to do besides sit around the house all day.

I have to do chores today as well...ugh.
My Promised Heart

[Wednesday
March 18th, at 8:43pm]
I hate my life at the moment. I wish I could just see a shooting star and have all my problems disapper. Unfortunately, this is the real world and that is not going to happen anytime soon. Still. It's not fair. I'm not counting on it getting fair anytime soom though. But, hey, a girl can dream right?
My Promised Heart

[Saturday
March 14th, at 5:51pm]
Things I Want:

1. my job to start
2. pay off my 3 bills
3. get my license back
4. get a vehicle
5. move out of my mother's house

I'll be able to say number 1 is done in two weeks. Hopefully, 2-4 will occur before the end of July. If I'm really lucky, I might manage to move out before the new year, but that's only if I'm super lucky. It's looking like it might be Valentines 2010 before I get out. But that's cool. I just wish it could all happen so much quicker.
My Promised Heart

[Saturday
March 14th, at 12:02pm]
I am so fucking cold right now! I'm in my house, too. Why is it so cold? Also, I have to do chores. Would someone like to volunteer to do them for me? I do not like doing them. It makes me feel like a child, especially considering the fact that I am 20 years old.
My Promised Heart

[Friday
March 13th, at 10:12pm]
My glasses are ordered!! I get them in a week! I am so excited!!!
My Promised Heart

[Friday
March 13th, at 12:52pm]
Oh me, oh my! Today is exciting. I might be getting new glasses. That is the best thing I've heard in a long time. Do you wish to know why? Because the ones I currently have are literally falling off my face. It'll be nice to be able to bend down and have the use of both hands! I love my boyfriend so much. He's so amazing for doing this for me.
My Promised Heart

[Wednesday
March 11th, at 3:28pm]
WoW! It's been forever since I've really spent any time on LJ. I've missed it. I really have. Live just caught me up in a whirlwind. I really am sorry that I haven't updated. Who knows how much I'll forget now and only remember hazily. My journal lets me remember with startleing clarity. I hope to regain my ability to update. It should be better now. Don't worry. I'm back. In other news, I did accomplish one of last year's New Year's Resolutions! I found the love of my life. It's been almost a year and I am so addicted to him, it's not even funny. He's handsome and kind and loving. He loves me for who I am and that has me overjoyed.

I also finished beauty school finally. I also took and passed the state board exams and should have my license in the next week or so. My job at SuperCuts starts on the 30th and I couldn't be happier. I'm getting tired of sitting around my house.

Also, no one bothered to inform me that Blink is back!!! Why? This is major news. I got into them after they broke up and never thought I would get a chance to see them and now they're reunited. Why did I find out a month late?

Well, anyways. Life is good, love is good, and music is sounding great.

Nicky
My Promised Heart

[Thursday
November 20th, at 4:56pm]
Dude, when did 12 and 13 year olds start reading slash? It's super wierd. Why is this happening? Aren't they a little young. Wait. I started when I was like 14, didn't I? Goodness, that seems a long time ago now...
1 Kept My Promised Heart

[Saturday
November 15th, at 11:37am]
I can't believe it! I've officially finished school. It only took me 15 months to finish 1500 hours. I suck, but I finished. That's all that really matters. I'm done! Done, done, done. Now I just need to find a job...ugh...
My Promised Heart

[Monday
November 10th, at 9:40pm]
14 hours. That's all that's left and all that's keeping me from killing my family. Ugh...
My Promised Heart

[Sunday
November 9th, at 5:09pm]
I hate having to clean my room. It was a complicated enough process before I had a significant other to share it with. Now it's doubly hard, because I can't just go throwing things away without asking him first.

Other than that, life is going good. I'm 22 or 23 hours away from being done with school and I'm getting closer to finding a job. Hopefully , everything keeps going great.
My Promised Heart

[Thursday
November 6th, at 4:47pm]
[ music | Matt Nathanson - Come On, Get Higher ]

I only have 30 hours left of school. I can't believe it. This is so awesome, yet so scary. I have to find a job and be on my own now, but I think it's all going to turn out okay somehow.

My Promised Heart

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